Yes, I got my first rejection. It was one of those automatic ones. Oh well. I didn't cry. I took it okay. And sent out five more query letters after making a few very needed changes.
I am tired tonight. We worked really hard today, getting things ready to head south for the winter. Not done yet, but getting there.
Tomorrow I go shopping with my two girls. It will be interesting.
Just so y'all know. I am not crazy. I am depressed and have been for fourteen years. I have tried lots of medications, some good, some horrid. I know that the med I am on now is not perfect, but I can at least live with the side effects. I have no desire to try any other. So.......I have ups and downs. Oh gosh so does everyone. For some reason some members of my family think that this means I am losing it. Well, I am not. I get emotional, sometimes very emotional, and I cry, but give me a break, there are reasons, good ones, for me to get emotional.
I FEEL GOOD about myself. I THINK I handle the crap pretty well.
I am heading south for the winter with my loving spouse and I will continue to be happy and live my life. And inspite of what some people may think, they are wrong. I am happy. I am good. I am just me. And that is enough.
Saturday, September 18, 2010
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